Saturday, November 21, 2009

New Healthy Eating Plan & Addiction


So now that school's finished, I've decided to start a healthy eating/living plan to better my life. Not that I've never been a healthy person, I just want to be really healthy now that Summer's around the corner.

Here's what I'm going to do. I'm going to eat a super boosting breakfast like All Bran, Just Right or Special K with some berries and bananas, and some orange juice. Maybe even some coffee. I've established that I'm not going to cut out foods/drinks I love, just minimise my intake.

Lunch will include some fresh fruits, nuts, yogurt, etc. And I'll stay extremely true to the 8 glasses of water rule.

I'll also be doing at least 20 minutes of exercise a day. Either by walking, yoga or bike riding.

Dinner will comprise of foods not cooked in loads of oils and fats. Heaps of veges, chicken, fish and meat. Even salads. I do love my salads. Water again..

So there's the eating plan set out. I'm writing them all on here because I want to document my progress.

Now for the lifestyle changes.

Yesterday, a guest speaker came to my school to talk about addiction. Not just about drugs and alcohol, but also for objects and activities.

While he was speaking about all these things currently affecting many teenage lives, I realised that I have a serious problem with the internet.

I have an internet addiction. I know it sounds funny, but I do. And let me tell you, its not easy. My whole life has changed all of a sudden. Dramatically changed. I mean, I come home after school, about 4PM, then I just sit on the computer until my eyes sleep. That's all I do. I sit here, typing and looking while my body screams for movement, food and blinks. Its become unhealthy.

I remember before I used the internet to this extent, I used to be very active. I used to practice Taekwondo, walk a lot, READ a lot, go outside, talk with my family and everything in between. But now? I'm stuck in the four walls of my room, staring at a blinding screen and hearing/seeing/feeling nothing real.

Cyber life is ridiculuos. Its not a life at all.

Yesterday, I saw my brother on his lap top and I've realised he's spenging more and mroe time on it than on his bike with his mates.

I told him, "I'm telling you now, don't stay too long on the computer. Because you're going to end up like me, who can't get off it."

I'm now unhealthy, I can feel it. I walk a couple of minutes and I'm tired. I cleaned my room yesterday and I conked out straight away. My body was aching. Not only physically, but mentally, the internet has changed me.

I've found it hard to remember things lately. And I think that's because I'm way too preoccupied with something as meaningless as internet surfing. I want to be bright again!

I've decided that I'm limiting myself to the internet. I can change something that I've decided to do. Especially when its ruining my life. I can do it.

If any parents or guardians are reading this, even vivid internet users like myself, PLEASE observe how much time people around you are putting into this activity. I know its insane to cut it out al together, because it is pretty educational, but the cons outweigh the pros outstandingly, and you don't want to end up like someone like me, who finds it incredibly hard not to check notifications and updates every couple of minutes.

I'm not proud of being an internet junky. I envy everyone with active lives. Whether they do a lot of exercise, reading, study or physical communication. This has got to stop, and admitting it is the first step in my rehabilitation towards a normal lifestyle.

Spring Cleaning


Where do I start? Yesterday I started cleaning my room at 5PM. I continued to clean it until 12AM. And guess that? Its still not finished! Now all I've got to do is my mam wardrobe. Eugh.

School finished for the year yesterday and I felt as though I'm not deserving of finishing. You see, almost every year I do pretty well in school. This year was different. I felt like I didn't accomplish anything so I feel like there's still more to go. That I'm not ready to finish. o

But nevertheless, I guess that guilty, sunken feeling will diminish once I hit the beach almost every day and go hiking to see the most beautiful waterfalls ever.

Back to my sty of a room, it wasn't messy at all. But it was dirty. I cleaned everything. I pretty much had an OCD attack. I don't know why. Maybe its because I was feeling bad about school or bad about a friend that I had to keep my mind occupied while scrubbing and listening to songs all day.

I cleaned every corner of my room, every piece of jewellery, makeup, shelves and furniture. Every book, all the 3094820394 bed sheets and pillows. Everything. I even cleaned the edges of labels on my makeup so that there was no dirt residue that happened to get stuck there. I was a mad woman!

I couldn't help stopping sometimes to reminisce about past experiences, looking at old photos, touching old jewelery, smelling things from Tasmania, the US...

Don't you just love stumbling upon those sentimental things? I'm sure to find more in my sentimental box today.

There's a Hispanic festival on today. But the weather does not look promising. Want an insight to Melbourne? The weather has bipolar disease. Literally. Yesterday, it was boiling hot, extra windy, rainy, cloudy and it even hailed. And just the day before, the sun was shining bright. Its weird.

That's about it. I promise that now that holidays are here, I'll try my best to delight y'all with new things about life, Melbourne and everything in between. I miss blogging...microblogging is taking over...

Friday, November 13, 2009

To Write Love on Her Arms is today!

To Write Love on Her Arms is a non-profit movement dedicated to presenting hope and finding help for people struggling with depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide. TWLOHA exists to encourage, inform, inspire and also to invest directly into treatment and recovery.

So go ahead, write 'love' on your arms to support this great organisation.
Here's my contribution


If you could, upload a picture on your blog or in a comment and show me that you've written it on your arm!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Let's be friends! :)

So I'm on so many social networking sites, its unreal. If you guys want to follow me/check me out on Twitter, Dailybooth, Lookbook, or even just email me, comment this post and let me know so that I can give you my email address and we can discuss this further :P I won't publish the comments that ask for the email, oook? Just let me know

I got my Dailybooth account yesterday, and let me tell you, my webcam has never gotten this much of a workout! I can't seem to stop taking photos of myself/things around me. Hah!

I hope you'll all like to communicate more. I've met some pretty cool people over these things :P

Love

Monday, November 2, 2009

New LookBook URL

www.lookbook.nu/pearl4vienna

Please look, hype and comment via your account, Twitter, Tumblr or Facebook.

By the way, I think I failed my biology exam.

WTF'S A PEDIGREE?

TODAY IS MY BIOLOGY EXAM. I WILL ONLY GET ABOUT 5 HOURS SLEEP AND I HAVEN'T REACHED THE SUBSTANTIAL AMOUNT OF REVISION TIME REQUIRED TO GET A HALF DECENT MAR. I DON'T THINK I'VE EVER BEEN SO SCARED FOR ANYTHING IN A WHILE.

I'D APPRECIATE SOME REAL GOOD VIBES FROM ALL MY BELOVED READERS BETWEEN THE TIMES 9 - 10:45 AM, AUSTRALIAN TIME.

WISH ME LUCK !

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Happy Halloween!

Yes, Halloween was yesterday in Australia, and yes, we don't really get in the spirit. I probably get no more than 3 trick or treaters a year.

So, I decided to get into this spirit while America and the other half of the world are enjoying this great tradition.

What do ya think!?

What are you doing on Halloween?

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Bittersweet

It was such a lovely day in Melbourne today. The sun was searing, the concrete was hot, the air was still. Siiigh* I live for these days. It was absolutely delightful.

Meanwhile, I had to study for my bio exam on Monday. Which I will miserably fail at. Please keep me in your prayers!

Its thunder storming now. The sky keeps lighting up with an electric blue colour and my house is shaking continuously. Don't you just love storms?

It was a great day, weather wise. Warmth all day for me, and water all night for my plants.

How was the day like in your side of the world?

The sky was an impeccable blue

Thursday, October 29, 2009

I WANT A PEN PAL, GUYS!

So my friends and I are on the hunt for pen pals.
Would you guys like to help me find one?!

Excuse my incompetence in regards to posting regularly. I always promised myself I'd never become a slack blogger. But if I've learned anything this year its that everything I was before, I'm not anymore.

Hope ya can help!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

I'm Ready

I want to be someone else or I'll explode
Floating upon this surface for the birds
The birds

You want me?
Fucking well come and find me
I'll be waiting
With a gun and a pack of sandwiches
And nothing

You want me?
Well come on and break the door down
You want me?
Fucking come on and break the door down
I'm ready

Saturday, October 17, 2009

What do you think

of the new Hung in the Imbalanced layout?

Have a good weekend,

Pearl

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Almost....there...I...can....see....it....

How do you confront someone you haven't spoken to in God knows how long? Who before a mere argument you were two peas in a pod, knowing practically everything there is to know about each other? How do you confront someone who potentially hates you but you can't help but feel the need to be reassured? I ask myself these questions every minute of the day and have decided to put them here so someone other than my twisted mind can help me out.

I feel like I'm wasting precious time. I need to do something but I'm scared! I can't stand rejection! Eugh! My mate and I were real close up to about 3 months ago. From then, thing's have gone downhill and now, I'm on a mission to make everything in life right. But this big fat elephant isn't letting me do that.

Push me on, guys!!!